Chasing dreams {and being a proud Mom}

{beautiful photo courtesy of my brother's super talented girlfriend, Skylar Reeves}

I am often afraid to try things, for fear that I won't do well at them. Case in point - my sewing machine, which is still in the box from my birthday in December. I often let my fear of failure stop me from doing what I want to do. I could learn alot from my older daughter Lindsey. Lindsey is not afraid to chase her dreams. Two years ago, she decided that she wanted to try out for the performing company at her dance studio.  When she told me that, my heart sank.  She had never been asked to be in any of the special groups there (they often identify girls that they see as having potential, and ask them to be in the company) and I was worried that she would not be selected.  I didn't want other people to judge my "baby" - she was only 9!  I didn't want her to devastated if she didn't make it.  I put on a brave face, and was encouraging to her, but inside I was a nervous wreck for the entire week of tryouts.  I practiced what I would say to her if she didn't make it - "there's always next year," or "you tried your best."  And try her best she did - she practiced again and again, staying out in the garage for hours at a time.  I was amazed at her dedication.  The day the results were posted, I was almost literally physically ill from worry.  Lindsey was at school that day, so it was just me checking the website.  When the results finally went up, I saw her number!  Number 11, I will never forget it.  She had made the company she tried out for.  I have never seen her so happy, and I have never been so proud.

This year, tryouts are coming up again, and Lindsey has decided to try out for the top level performing company.  This is a big step up from where she is now, and those nagging worries have started for me again.  Lindsey, however, is showing her strength and confidence once again.  She has set her mind to do this, and I know that even if she doesn't make it, she will be proud knowing that she wasn't afraid to try.

I am so lucky to have this little girl as my daughter.  I thought I was supposed to be the one teaching her about life, but it turns out she's taught me more than I could ever imagine.

I love you, Lindsey!!!  You are my shining star, and make me a better person every day.

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PS -

Dear Hubby:

I simply "need" this for Mother's Day!  I am entering in a giveaway to win it over at Traci's blog, Beneath My Heart, but if I don't win......here you go! 

Chenille Chicks - Oh How I Love You!

Editing to say:  I am sharing this project at Kellie's "Spring Fling"  - even though we did this last year, I didn't share at any link parties, so I thought I'd share now =)

I have an unnatural love for Easter chenille chicks.  They are so vintage-looking and so cute!  The Easter Bunny often leaves them in my kids' baskets, but this year I bought some for myself for a little project.  I have to say first - if you have not seen this post over at All the Small Things, you have GOT to see this, save it for next year and make the cutest little Easter gifts of all time!  Gillian is SO talented!!!

Inspired by her tutorials, I decided to make a little gift for my girls.  I couldn't find any blue chicks for Carter, so I will find them before next year and make him one.  These were super easy and fun fun fun!

I took two mason jars, some chicks, some ribbon from my obscene perfectly reasonable sized ribbon collection, and some hot glue and came up with these.

I even attached little flowers and bows in their "hair" - couldn't stop myself!  So cute! 

I added letter tags to each of them, and filled them with each girl's favorite treats - regular M&Ms for Emily, and Peanut Butter M&Ms for Lindsey.  They loved them!  I plan on bringing them out each year to put little treats or small gifts in.  Next year, I will have one for Carter - if you see any blue chenille chicks out there, let me know!

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My favorite Easter decoration

I love to decorate for Easter (or for any holiday, really), and each year I get (or make) a few more decorations to add to my collection.  My hubby calls it my "ever-changing seasonal display" and he calls himself my "stage hand" - ha!!!

This year, I got a new favorite decoration.  It's here in this little display, can  you guess what it is?

No, it's not the cute bunny holding the flowers, nor the sweet milk-glass vase holding carnations from my husband.  It's not the little vintage ceramic chick or bunny, either. 

See this?

Would you be surprised if I told you this was my favorite decoration?  Not if you look inside:

My favorite decoration this year is the little plastic egg, stuffed with tissue and colored with green marker, with a little love note tucked inside, brought home by a proud and excited little six year old girl who is still not too old to make her Mommy presents at school.  Love.this.girl.

Funny Bunnies

Tonight we had some fun making these cute bunnies as treats for friends.  I thought we were making them for my girls' classes, but I would have needed ALOT more bags of the melting chocolate.  I found the directions for making them over at Kate's beautiful blog here. I took her advice and used pastel candy corns for ears rather than drawing them on. Of course I used pre-made Rice Krispie treats - anything to make life a little easier.  We started these things way too late - right after dinner - and my hubby wasn't home to occupy the little man, so things got a little hectic - but we had alot of fun!

We made quite a mess!

Here they are during the process:

(And yes, I realize I am only taking pics of bunny pops at this point, while leaving my children out!  I couldn't help it, the bunny pops were too cute!)

And here they are, packaged up and ready to give to friends and teachers - SOOO cute!!!

You may notice that a few ears fell off, because some little people were not listening when Mom told them to put alot of icing on the candy corns before they attached them - but, I put aside my perfectionist ways and let them have fun, so the results were not picture perfect =)

And THIS is what happened after my helpers decided to abandon the project and play an injury-inducing rousing game of "crawling chase."  Carter LOVES these sisters!  I adore the look he's giving Emily. 

{And yes, I do realize that Carter is naked and Emily is wearing a Christmas fleece gown.  She was cold but it was really warm inside!}

Hope you enjoyed!

Eight Reasons Why I Love My Husband

March 23rd was my eight year anniversary with my husband Rodney.  There are so many reasons why I love him, but I thought I'd list eight of them here in honor of our eight years together as husband and wife.  Here they are, in no particular order:

1 - He is tall, dark, and handsome!  Here we are on our wedding day eight years ago - see for yourself, isn't he adorable???

2 - He compliments me often, even when I am hugely pregnant, wearing no makeup, or have gained a few pounds.  His compliments are genuine and sincere, and make me feel really good about myself.

3 - He LOVES his children.  Loves them.  And he tells them every single day.  When they grow up, they will remember their dad being very loving towards them, and that makes me very happy.  He will often get tears in his eyes when he's talking about his kids.

4 - He loves my daughter Lindsey as his own.  He is technically her stepdad, but he never says that she is his stepdaughter.  She is his daughter in every possible way.  I could never put into words how thankful I am for this.

5 - A few weeks ago, he took our six year old daughter on a date.  She chose an expensive steak house type restaurant to go to (even though she is a vegetarian - she wanted their salad and mashed potatoes!) so that's where they went.  He came to the front door to pick her up and brought her flowers, and took her to the bookstore afterwards.  He is teaching her the way boys and men should treat her, and I love him for that.

6 - He works extremely hard for our family so that I can have my dream job of staying home with my kids.  I feel so lucky that he wants me to stay home and that he supports me in doing so.  He also listens and seems interested when I tell him about all of the "mundane" details of my day as a stay at home mom.  He's only asked me what I do all day a few times - haha!

7 - He is not a romantic per se, but he does some really romantic things.  When I walked downstairs on our anniversary, there were a dozen red roses waiting for me, and the sweetest card I've ever gotten from anyone.  He always writes a note to me in every card he gives me and I will cherish those little notes forever.  Several years ago he left me little "love notes" all over the house - I found them in drawers, cabinets, stuck to the mirror in the bathroom, etc. 

8 - He is not afraid to be silly and act like a kid.  He makes up songs and dances and acts crazy often.  He also plays on the playground like a ten year old.  I love that.

So, there are eight of the (millions) of reasons I love my husband.  I feel so lucky to be married to such a wonderful man!

Happy anniversary, Rodney!  I love you!!!

Sick =(

We can't seem to get rid of the sickies around here. Well, at least poor Emily can't. Two weeks ago, she got a really bad virus where she had a fever above 102-103 for five LONG days. Today, she got off the bus with yet another fever - this time 102.6 - and she has STREP! My poor sweet girl =(

In between taking care of Emily and playing with a fussy baby boy who would rather pull outlet covers out of plugs than play with his toys (!), I also pulled a muscle or pinched a nerve in my neck/shoulder this afternoon. The fun never ends! ARGH!!!

On a more fun note, the weather is AWESOME here - total springtime weather going on! I need to make something "springish," so I'm making some of these from Shelley's blog - they are fun but I have about a million more to make to cover the wreath I have! Look how pretty Shelley's wreath turned out:



Also, I'm very excited about this giveaway I ran across on Make It and Love It - I've been wanting one of these camera straps for, well, forever! And now I can win one - I figure I am due for SOME luck after today, right????

We have a big dance competition this weekend (on Sunday) so I'm looking forward to that - just praying Lindsey doesn't get strep between now and then!

Have a good weekend everyone!!!

Lucky...

I don't know



how



I got so LUCKY.



Out of all the moms in the world, God chose me



to be theirs.



I am so thankful



that I get to be



the Mommy of these three crazy, beautiful, loving, perfectly imperfect little people.



Thank you, God!!!

Happy St. Patrick's Day to everyone! It sure has been a lucky day for me!

PS - here is last year's St. Patty's Day picture - what a difference a year makes!